I tend to observe life from above. Curiosity has always drawn me to think of the bigger picture and explore my surroundings. Although there are millions of places I have yet to visit, sometimes I enjoy spending time in just one of those places to appreciate the world on a smaller scale.
I find it hard to express myself at times, as though I am stuck underwater looking at the surface but unable to swim there. Not many people understand my true thoughts. But above the water it is quite nice and at times I am able to enjoy it and the people I surround myself with.
At times I can be judgemental, and I find myself crashing down on others for my own benefit. It's a gradual build of emotions until I finally find release whether it's through exploding in anger or a constant flow of tears.
At the end of the day there are many good things in life. The bad sometimes overpower my ability to think clearly, but overall there are many opportunities for me in the future to look forward to. Eventually I will understand why I'm here and experience long term true happiness and that's what drives me to complete each day.